manage a game as a private, not at all easy. This is done almost a double life. You know how it happens in the show? A man has unsuspected but two families in two cities with which he lives two lives are totally different. For me it's more or less the same. This, unlike the show, however, it happens because in my very dear and bitter southern province, a thing, is seen by most as deviance, disease and other bigoted views becere daughters of ignorance.
These days are not from cyberspace, just because a few months since I found the courage to live this aspect of my sexuality, I still can not cope well with my life as a Mistress. With good management, I also mean having to build a network of lies, if necessary by pouring out to friends and family. Obviously, then keep everything up, it costs a good effort ... But if you're wondering "so why do it?" Simple, I answer: because it's worth shit! Not for the money is clear, but just because I am this.
level "management", so to speak, I may add that dealing with some of my slaves is not easy at all. But as for this, I am rewarded when I write plenty of adoring mail or when I live worship.
Only some of them, although you really feel the slaves and are totally devoted to their condition, sometimes become persistent up to capacity, like the time with one of my first slaves I had to beat him 50 times on his flabby ass, as soon as he passed the door of my house, and it carried around on a leash for the whole house ... And I did know him as I thanked her? With 100 roses ... ;) A word to the wise!
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